Boys VS. Girls: What I Don't Get

Why is it that if a guy happens to get a girlfriend, he gets a "Congrats" and a hearty pat on the back from his parents- yet when a girl gets a boyfriend, her parents are uneasy and overprotective about it?

Types of Couples

I was thinking tonight about life in general, especially after having an entire-day text conversation with a guy I have a little bit of a thing for, and it got me to thinking, and so I decided to come up with a list of couples that I most often see around.
1.The "Just Friends" Couple: This type of couple completely denies being in a relationship, even denying to themselves that it's happening. However, deep down, they and everybody else around them knows it really is a romantic sort of status.
2.The Sea Creature Couple. I call this a sea creature relationship because the pair of them are like octopi or something...they can't help but suck each others' face off every. single. moment of the day. Likely enough, this type of couple is almost always two people you pass by in the hall each day. And everybody else isn't quite cozy with the idea of them publicly making out, despite the fact that it happens each day, no question about it.
3.The Taylor Swift Couple. This is the type of relationship where it's on-and-off, all the time. Basically, this couple is the entire plot of the song, "We Are Never Ever Ever Getting Back Together".
4.The Parent Trap. This is the couple that is constantly telling each other what to do, advising each other what not to do, just like...well, your parents.

Mmmelting Marshmallow Moment: Lush Review

After my awful experience with Yuzu and Cocoa bubbleroon, I exchanged the half I hadn't used for a luxury melt- the Marshallow Melt. This Lush product looks like a powdery little cupcake, very charming, and it fits perfectly into the palm of your hand. For $7.95, it sure did seem like a steal! It smells really nice and feminine, like a strip of Bazooka bubblegum, which made me adore it all the more, with a hint of vanilla and candy floss.  In my mind, it makes me go back to a time where all I did was chew gum, causing my jaw to pop and lock at the most inconvenient times- oh, wait. That's still me now. Oops... Anyways, I really did enjoy it by looks and scent alone, and I was itching to finally try it out. Tonight I was in the mood for a nice, long, soak, one that made me feel really girly, as well as allowing me to sink down into the warm water and relax. Something ultra decadent. Mmmelting Marshmallow Moment dissolves after about fifteen minutes of ebbing away, soaking into the water like an actual marshmallow sinking into a mug of hot chocolate. The thought made me laugh. As it melted away, tendrils of moisturizing oils slid in little beads into the water, which was slowly but steadily turning a light purplish-pink. The water soon felt very silky indeeed, though not oily as the likes of You've Been Mangoed. Once the fourth of the little "cake" shaped melt I'd placed in the tub had melted into oblivion, the scent was very strong indeed, and made me the tiniest bit queasy. I'm sure that if I'd used the entire thing in one go, I'd be leaning over the toilet right now. In fact, I still am a bit dizzy from the entire experience, but I think as long as its used sparingly, a little will go a long way. My skin has stayed super smooth and supple throughout the night, and the scent has lingered lightly on my skin as well. For me, the strength of the scent was a little bit much, even with only a quarter of the luxury melt in the tub at one time. However, sugary sweet scents in a certain quantity have always been known to make me a bit ill, so it was a risk for me to take. I must say, though, that I was extremely impressed with the outcome of luxury melt. Since this melt is being discontinued, I am very glad to get the chance to use it. Not only does this Lush product smell good, it can be used from across two to eighth baths, and still make your skin soft and smooth, turn the water a nice shade, and be relaxing all the same. I very much encourage those who haven't given it a go to do so soon, before the last of it is gone! 5/5 stars for me. Although I don't think I'll be purchasing anymore bubblegum-scented products anytime soon, this was a very positive experience and if I get the chance, I think I'll purchase another before it goes out. I think it would pair well with Twilight bath bomb, and I would love to try that combo out.

Why People Don't Open Up

My best friend has an issue with opening up, and being herself. Not exactly with telling things, but more of acting herself. And thinking on the issue, I thought up a list on why exactly a lot of people don't open up more to others, their reasons for being the way they are. In fact, my closest guy friend seems to also have a hard time opening up to me as well. First of all, I don't think that being open with somebody is pouring out your entire soul, every secret you've ever kept, to everybody you meet. But to me it seems as though most people don't like to truly be themselves and voice their thoughts and whatnot because they're insecure. I mean, that used to be me. I was so afraid that I'd be judged. I felt as though my thoughts and my opinions were stupid. I didn't like myself enough to meet new friends and truly live. I was my own worst enemy, and I think that's the problem with lots of people. And then other people blame it on other people, or their personality. And I do get having trust issues. People can so easily hurt you, beat you down, and permanently get your soul down. I mean, rape's not going to go away, as much as I wish I could banish it for all time. And as for people, I think it really just takes time to get used to a normal living routine once again. And as for the personality thing, I don't know. I mean, the grass is always greener on the other side. I think both introverts and extroverts may blame being closed off on just that- being an introvert or an extrovert. And I know it's hard either way because I've been both, but really, I think it just takes some practice and going out of your comfort zone to fix that right up. And yeah, being yourself can feel extremely vulnerable, but it's the true, real you, and it's the part of you that really matters the most, because it is you. I'm not saying everything must be revealed to be open, that you have to behave the worst you possibly can or anything. I'm saying, be genuine, because people will notice that quality about you, and will really respect and love you for it.

People I Want To Meet

-Dalton Rapattoni
-Lily Singh, aka iiSuperwomanii
-Luke Hemming a from 5SOS
-Weeknd
-Melanie Martinez
-Lana Del Rey

Lush Products To Anticipate; First Impressions

These are my most wanted Lush products to try out next, with a description of what scent you should expect when you take a whiff in stores.
-Guardian of the Forest. $7.50. This particular bath bomb conjures up images in my head of my rabbit and his hay. It gives a warm, snug kind of comfort, especially since I'm allergic to hay and cannot touch it or breathe in its aroma anymore.
-Fizzbanger. $6.25.In my opinion, this particular Lush product smells of apple, lemon, and cinnamon, bringing to mind fresh-out-the-oven apple pies and apple orchards.
-Milky Bath. $7.95. Milky Bath smells of fresh, still-warm linens, and it makes me feel so comforted, almost as though I could wrap myself in its scent for hours on end.
-Unicorn Horn. Price: ??? This bubble bar smells to me as an exact replica of Twilight, which is one of my very favorite scents- lavender and toffee. Yum.
-Karma. $11.95. Although this Lush product is supposed to smell of spices, to me it smells more like Milky Bath, and that's definitely not a bad thing.
-Ladybug. $5.95. On the Lush website, this bubble bar is described as geranium and peppermint, though I smell more of a pear, bubblegum, and slight fresh hint of peppermint. It's really refreshing, and it's at a great price for the wallet's sake.
-Floating Island bath melt. $7.95. This luxury bath melt smells like heaven to me. I'm not sure how exactly to describe it, but to me it's like a really wholesome mixture of almond and vanilla and in general, just very creamy and delicious.
-Green FUN $6.95 If Green FUN smells anything like Green bubbleroon, I'm in. With a lime and grassy sort of scent, it's just the right thing to try out for something a little bit different.
-Aliens and Monsters FUN $6.95 Upon giving it a sniff in stores, I immediately fell in love with Alien and Monsters aroma- a spicy one that begged me to purchase it and bathe in its lovely smell.
-Percup massage bar. $12.95 I love the smell of coffee, though I don't drink it, and although it is a little strong of a scent, I do still love it. Although the price is pretty high up there, I can't complain because, as usual, massage bars can be used for a long period of time, like a bottle of lotion.
-Blue FUN. $6.95. Although it smells to me of French Kiss bubble bar or Ickle Baby Bot, which are too strong of smells for me, once I cut it up into miniature pieces, I think it'll be very worth it, not to mention very cost effective.
-Too Drunk... Emotibomb.$5.95. I think this is the perfect thing for when you really want something to wake you up after a long night of partying and such, with it's spicy herbal, earthy scent. Not only that, but it's for the shower! I might just start to enjoy showers that little extra bit more.
-Sex in the Shower Emotibomb. $6.95. It smells to me like the Sex Bomb bath bomb, and although I'm not really a fan of floral scents, from what I've heard it's a lighter scent, so I think it should be just the right amount of flirty and yummy-smelling.
-Up You Gets Emotibomb. $5.95. I've always been a sucker for citrusy scents, and when taking a shower, this should be an absolute HIT.
-Ickle Baby Bot. $3.95. Though its meant for babies, with its lavender and chamomile scent and cute shape, you can't go wrong with this little guy!
-Dragon's Egg bath bomb. $6.45. This bath bomb has a very refreshing, sweet lime and orange sherbet scent that's sure to wake you up in the morning!
-Avobath bath bomb. $6.45. Similar to Dragon's Egg, but with a sharper citrusy note, this Lush fizzed is bound to get your spirits up with its color and skin-softening qualities.
-Red FUN. $6.95. With a orange smell and the great bang for your buck, its bound to be a favorite in the household!

Old Favorites to Pick Up:
-Twilight bath bomb
-Dashing Santa bath bomb
-Peeping Santa bubbleroon
-Gold FUN
-Mmmelting Marshmallow Moment Melt
-Brightside bubble bar
-Not Suggested:
-Humpty Dumpty bath bomb
-Which Comes First? bath bomb
-Yuzu and Cocoa bubbleroon
Indifferent:
-You've Been Mangoed luxury bath melt
-Soft Coeur (the Honeymooner) massage bar

5 Seconds of Summer concert Review

When I went to the 5 Seconds of Summer concert over the summer, I had very high expectations. After all, 5SOS is my guilty indulgence when it comes to music. And I certainly wasn't disappointed. I went to the performance in Irvine. I was so psyched. It was the best, let-loose concert I've ever been to. I was shouting along to every song, rocking out, enjoying my time, and fingerling over Luke Hemmings. The band really knows how to entertain, and they sing just as well and maybe even more so than in their albums on iTunes. I mean, my mom nearly went deaf, but other than that, I really loved it. I just don't get why all the girls there don't really watch it live, they watch it through their video recorder screens...why not just watch a recording on YouTube??? Anyways, though, it was an experience I will never forget. I was ever so pleased with the outcome, and I cannot recommend seeing them live enough. 5/5 star experience, for sure.

First Kiss: My Opinion

I haven't yet had my first kiss, but I don't think there's anything wrong with that. I mean, I'm still so young, and really, who am I going to kiss? And I don't get the HUGE hype around the first kiss. I mean, I don't get why it is has to be so "magical". For me personally, I just want it to be with somebody that I actually care about, somebody who I won't regret. As long as it's somewhat private and not in front of a ton of people, I think I'll be satisfied. That's all I want.

Mortal Combat: Game Review

I can only say good things about Mortal Combat. It is just my type of video game and I enjoy playing it above all other ones. I love the gory part of the game, all the detail, the variety of different characters to play as...the list could go on and on. 5/5 stars for me☆☆☆☆☆ although it may be inappropriate for younger kids. Overall, though, it's an entertaining game that  never ceases to interest and intrigue, and well, to be blatant about it, sometimes even a little bit disgusted. In the best way possible.

American Sign Language

I would love the chance to learn American Sign Language. It's just so interesting to me, different from any other language with the hand motions and signs and all. And besides, you are able to communicate on an entire new level with people, specifically the deaf. Perhaps I will get the chance over the summer!

That Moment...

That moment when Dalton Rapattoni gets voted off American Idol, so I immediately stop watching and pour my sorrows into eating spicy beans and listening to Lana Del Rey.

Memoir of a Great Friendship

I had a friend all throughout junior high. Her name was Nour, and she had just moved from Egypt to America in the start of the sixth grade. We became friends instantly. We shared and exchanged our Halloween candy. We walked together. We invited each other to our parties. I loved her accent. She spoke Arabic and her brother had been in the eighth grade her first year in the states. To me, she was the epitome of beauty, with her caramel colored skin, chin length wavy hair, her large expressive dor eyes....not only that, but I admired her so much for the way of life she lived, being a Muslim and all. She was amazing, funny, adorable in her foreign little way. She was my best friend of that time period, and I loved her so much. I still do, now that she's moved back to Egypt in January. So in her honor, I have decided to wear the hijab. For her, for her morals, for everything she stood for, beautiful in all ways imaginable. And maybe this summer I'll get the chance to go to Egypt and visit her, and for her to see the tribute of friendship I've made to her. I might even just convert. Not for her, but for me. It's hard to believe that Muslims can be perceived as terrorists, as they're some of the kindest, most hospitable people I've ever met and I'd be glad to be a part of that community.

Gold FUN Lush review

I so wanted this product to be good, to perform well in the tub, especially after what happened with Yuzu and Cocoa bubbleroon. And it really was, much to my surprise. Gold FUN is supposed to share it's scent with HIWTK, so I was expecting a sweet toffee smell similar to Twilight Bath Bomb or Humpty Dumpty bath bomb. However, when I opened up the package, it gave off this extremely strong aroma that I wasn't too sure about. I can only describe it as this sweet orangey, caramel scent, but one that smells kind of....fake, or something. I didn't particularly enjoy it too much. In fact, it made me feel a little queasy. However, I was determined to like it. And so I cut up the play doh like bar into little slivers, then rolled small parts of each sliver into about 50-something little gold shimmering balls of goodness. I ended up putting two of the smaller ones under the tap. It was surprisingly easy to dissolve, as it doesn't really crumble well, it just melts. However, right away bubbles were filling up the tub. From all the poor reviews I'd heardo on this one, especially concerning bubble quality and quantity, I was expecting the worst. However, I was pleasantly surprised with the outcome. Since I hardly used any at all, it didn't change the color of the bath water except to make it a creamy white, clear color. This is a great option if you're looking for a product that will give you a HUGE bang for your buck, especially with the bubbles. I can probably take a bath everyday for nearly a month. Just sitting in the water, I felt my skin softened and my hair was gloriously smooth. Especially if you want to relax but only for thirty minutes or so, this is the one for you! The bubbles pop, making you feel like there is popping candy included in the experience. The smell is transformed from the original package scent, becoming what really DID remind me of Twilight Bath bomb. It's light and flirty and really would help if you're trying to get to sleep. In fact, I found myself almost nodding off in the tub, and felt especially sleepy for a long while after I'd gotten out of the tub! The bubbles are abundant, soft, and fluffy, and will disappear within approximately 15 or 20 minutes, so if you're somebody who prefers a shorter, simpler bath, this is for you! Although the scent put me off at first, this FUN bar really did exceed my expectations and performed very well when put to the test. After this experience, I can't wait to try out all the other FUN options, specifically Green FUN, Rainbow FUN, and the Aliens and Monsters FUN bar. As for this particular one, it boasts a strong 4/5, the extremely strong scents being the only mark-off for me.
EDIT: Over time, the scent has really grown on me and I smell more and more of the similarities to Twilight and Humpty Dumpty that I'd been expecting, but it still has its own signature scent with the slightest honey-ish, citrus-you hint. I actually very much like it now that I've gotten used to it and warmed up to the aroma a bit. I've decided to reward Gold FUN with a new rating of 5/5. Although for some it might be too much, as it was for me at first, once you warm up to it and take a sniff often it really grows on you and at least for me, may even love it.

A Random Thought

I feel so classy to sit in a bubble bath, sip some cran-mango juice from a wine glass, and to listen to Lana Del Rey. It's the ultimate experience.

What I Want To Do Over Summer

Summer is fast approaching, and although it's still not quite here, I'm already daydreaming, conjuring up sugary sweet images in my mind. Here are a few things I'd like to do in those pure, short months of the sun beating down and long days of swimming.
-I want to get some henna tattoos! I think they're so very beautiful, that I can't help but admire them whenever I see them.
-I'd like to learn to play the harp. Since I already play piano, it should be fairly easy and besides, it's a skill that you don't come across very often.
-I would really love to get the chance to go to Argentina, Bolivia, Chile, Colombia, Costa Rica, Ecuador, El Salvador, Guatemala, Peru, Uruguay, Venezuela, Mexico, or Spain. I am a sucker for travel, and whenever and wherever I get the chance, I like to practice my Spanish skills. I tend to use different languages at different times, depending on my mood.
-Perhaps learn a new language (besides what I already know: German, Spanish, Dutch, Turkish, Italian, Welsh, and French): Maybe Portuguese, Russian, Danish, Norwegian, Ukrainian, Polish, Vietnamese, Hebrew, Czech, Romanian, Swahili, Hindi, Korean,or Indonesian! Who knows? Languages are so beautiful, I'm always eager to learn the next one. The possibilities are endless.
-Earn some more money and get some new cute clothes at the mall, specifically at Hot Topic and American Eagle.
-Some more Lush. I know, I'm the stereotypical teen girl customer there, but all I can say is that I love pampering myself, and my favorite time to do it is in the shower, with a long, nice bubble bath courtesy of Milky Bath, Peeping Santa, or Ladybug, or perhaps a bath melt such as Floating Island, maybe a bath bomb like Guardian of the Forest or Twilight, an all-time classic favorite, of course. I'm also looking forward to using my Gold FUN bar, Karma, Creamy Candy bubble bar, or Comforter bubble bar. Perhaps Rose Jam bubbleroon.
-Purchase the Honeymoon album by Lana Del Rey. I especially love the songs: High By The Beach, Freak, Art Deco, Religion, Salvatore, The Blackest Day, and 24.
-Chill with my closest guy friend. I do love him, in the most "friend" way possible.

What I've Learned From Romance and Dating

I mean, not that I've really had too much experience with love before, but I have learned a few important lessons that couldn't have been known to me without a little trial and...well, failure. So obviously, I'm perfectly qualified to make a post like this. Right. Anyways, people can teach you a lot about yourself and life in general, so here it goes. First of all, I cannot stress enough how important it is to actually get to know a person without the physical part. There's nothing wrong with touch or physical closeness or anything like that, but for me personally, it really clouds the way you see a person. I've always been a person that loves cuddling and hugs and the like, but this quality in me really hurt my first "relationship", I guess you'd call it. I don't dwell on it, but I do think that I was so focused on feeling loved through touch (especially with feeling unloved, being depressed, and self-harming) that I didn't really care to get to know him better, or at least spend time simply enjoying his presence rather than worrying over a hug or a kiss on the cheek. And he let me just to make me happy, but knowing that made m unhappy, especially since I wanted the other half of the relationship to be satisfied as well. So I screwed it up there, but now we're really close friends, one of the closest, most loyal, best person I've ever gotten to know, and I feel like I enjoy our time together so much more now. I realize how great he is, and even better it is when we do touch. And my second point is, just because you like each other well enough, that doesn't mean you'll be a great couple. In fact, my first "heartbreak" I suppose is the best friend you could ever ask for, but in terms of dating...not so much. And that leads into my third lesson, that you can't change a person or wait for them to change. It's a waste of time. And, if you're really that bothered by a particular quality in a person, then it's not a worthwhile relationship anyways. Everybody has faults, obviously, but some things that people do or say, or don't do or say, can't be ignored. Of course, people will change and move on, but on their own time, and it's definitely going to be hindered by you trying to mend things in a person that they're not ready to fix themselves. And often times it's not quite a fault, but nonetheless, don't try to make someone be something they're not. Fourth of all, life shouldn't be all about having a significant other, but also don't be afraid. I was never really obsessive with anybody, but I've seen it happen to other friends, who simply can't stop thinking of, talking about, talking to, somebody they're in a relationship with or have a crush on. It doesn't make sense. A relationship shouldn't take priority over everything, including all friends, family, and all other activities, including school. I'm not saying love isn't important, but when you put aside everything for that person, it comes off too desperate, but I think some time should still be reserved for that special somebody. However, I also don't get the point of waiting around and longing after somebody, whether before or after a relationship. It just holds you back from what you could be capable of, and I can relate with this statement. But also when in a relationship, don't be afraid to go for it. Do it, don't worry about it. Live freely, because regrets for not doing something eat you alive- well, they do me, at least. I used to be so afraid of crossing a line, that I wouldn't say anything or do anything. I didn't want to make a wrong step. But confidence is the key, and I've learned that since. Another thing I've learned is that, simply, liking somebody, not even loving them makes you stupid, at least a portion of the time. But it can be so worth it, even if everything comes down to reducing it all to a friendship. I might not have much experience, but still. I've learned a lot.

Places to Visit

-Egypt
-Slovenia
-Albania
-Vietnam
-Philippines
-Japan
-Czech Republic
-Slovakia
-Hungary
-Kazakstan
-Lithuania
-Latvia
-Serbia
-India
-Ethiopia
-Yemen
-Liberia
-Libya
-Ethiopia
-Algeria
-Australia
-Suriname
-Wales
-Chad
-Indonesia
-Sri Lanka
-Somalia
-Singapore
-United Arab Emirates
-Uzbekistan
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Places I'd Love To Live

I love anything travel, and especially if it's somewhere foreign or cold- cold weather is my groove. Really, anything that especially interests me. So, here we go!
-Greenland (Denmark)
-Iceland
-Alaska
-Kazakhstan
-Romania
-Armenia
-South Korea
-Turkey
-Germany
-Netherlands
-Egypt

Yuzu and Cocoa Bubbleroon Review

I just bought the Yuzu and Cocoa bubbleroon from Lush on impulse last night, and it has been on my list to get for so long. This particular product smells like heaven, reminding me of mango, pineapplr, tangerine, coconut, and vanilla, despite the name. From all the fantastic reviews I'd seen online, I was prepared for something amazing in bubble quality (after all, it is called a bubbleroon) as well as something to moisturize my skin. I crumbled about half under the tap and used my hands and the shower head to agitate the water, which tends to create mountains of bubbles. However, I was doing that for over thirty minutes, and yet to no avail- there were no bubbles in the tub at ALL. It was just a tub of now lukewarm green water that reminded me of the Nickelodeon slime. Not only that, but I couldn't detect any scent at all, even straining to smell the scrumptious, flirty aroma. Even for people who don't like flashy, in-your-face cosmetics would probably think this was a let down. It wasn't even nearly as moisturizing as I thought it would be. In fact, the smooth, soft skin I'd been expecting didn't even happen. I was left both extremely agitated, angry, and disappointed, as well as wanting my hard earned money back or at least an exchange. I don't know if it was just a "dud" but it sure didn't provide a relaxing experience for me, and that's the most important thing considering my showerschedule and baths are the most relaxing time of my day, not to mention it's my favorite way to pamper myself, with loads of Lush items! Yuzu and Cocoa was even worse than the Humpty Dumpty bath bomb, so I'd say all that it deserves is a 0/5. No star rating, that's how awful it was for me, and it makes me mad all over again just typing up a review about it. I am not pleased, and will surely never be buying Yuzu and Cocoa bubbleroon ever again. I hate to say this, especially considering the fact that I love Lush, but it was a waste of my time, effort, and money. Now I'm hoping I can get something new, perhaps a Guardian of the Forest bath bomb, or a Milky Bath bubblet bar, or even a Floating Island luxury bath melt- Anything to help me get over this disgraceful product. The lovely scent was the only thing it had going for it, and even that disappeared upon first contact with water.

Dutch Language Review

All languages are truly beautiful on my mind, and although I think most people tend to lean towards the soft, smooth languages like Italian, I have always been drawn to and particularly fascinated by the guttural, harsh sounding languages, like Arabic. And I hadn't ever heard Dutch before, but I was watching a newscast and, listening in, discovered the language! I mean, I knew it existed, but I'd never heard it before then. I signed up on Duolingo, and I was off! I'm currently doing around 8-18 lessons on Dutch daily, and I created a Tumblr account for the sole purpose of communicating with native Nederlands speakers and to translate and truly become fluent in the language. In my opinion, Dutch is very easy, perhaps the easietc language I've ever learnt. It even tops the likes of Spanish! Although there are a few harsh sounds, they're fairly easier to get the hang of after some practice, and the hardest word for me to pronounce currently is sheep, or "schapp". A lot of words you can decipher simply because of how close in relation they are to English, and others sound like English words so much that they're easy to remember. The word order in Dutch is very similar to English as well, and the pace everything is spoken isn't too fast either. I'm more of a reader when it comes to learning new things, but Duolingo really helps to really hear the words only, for better understanding. I also am able to strike up a pretty good conversation with my sister, who responds the best she can (she sometimes learns with me). In terms of difficulty, it's probably a 1/5 for me, and I think if you studied daily, you could become fluent within a year or less! But if you do a few hours a day, like me, (I'm so hardcore), three to six months should suffice. And as a result of my practicing so long and tirelessly, whenever I switch into English, I have a moderate accent, which I really don't mind. After all, in my mind, English is just....boring. I mean, it's my native tongue. I'be always spoken it, so I guess I need a little something more exciting. Overall, Dutch is a rich and exciting language, and it's fairly easy to learn, with the added bonus of being able to communicate with people froom other cultures. Cheers to that!